My Life.My Say

Can someone provide me a direction?

The flame of light that has been directing me, sheltering me all along, seems to be getting dimmer.

Sometimes, I wonder where I am.

What I am doing.

Am i on the right track?

Or, am I just wasting precious time away…

I want to talk to you.

Want to ask how you’re doing.

Want to be updated about your life.

But then, it seemed that we have not met, nor chat for a loong time.

I can’t find the words to talk to you.

I can’t summon the courage to say a word of ‘hi’ to you.

I wonder why.

Is time really the factor?

I’m hoping you can take the first step.

And I’m hoping things will work out well.

That we can still be as close as we were previously.

Can we?

okays! Here is my first post for the year 2010!

My first few days of 2010 started off well. Its a good sign. I’m positive(:

I’m going to be more pro-active this year. Focus is going to change definitely.

No more mulling over the past. 2009 has gone. 2010 is HERE. Right now, right HERE.

And I have grown up(:

Feelings of uncertainty, loneliness, emptiness have gone, along with the wind.

Right now, I am anticipating school.

Why so? Jewel was surprised to hear me saying this.

Well, I guess I’m looking forward to Japanese Lvl2, Business Mgmt.

And the prescribed electives which I have gotten seem to be pretty interesting.

PLUS, I guess I’m looking forward to school cause I can meet up with Ervia, Jessamine, etc..

2009 has ended well for me. Ánd 2010 shall bring new things.

New friends.

New paths.

New hope.

Goodbye Vietnam!

HELLO Singapore! I am BACK!

It feels good to be back.

Yes, I am so tired.

Today, we had a 5-hour meeting for the upcoming CNY event in Jan 2010. But we did managed to discuss all the issues listed out in the agenda.

Tomorrow, I will have to report at TPY town park at 10am for the event (on Sun) briefing. Afterwards, I have to make my way to Bukit Panjang Plaza for lunch with HH at 1pm, and NTUSD meeting from 2 to 5pm. Afterwards, its off to 313@ Somerset for dinner and shopping (window shopping for me of course) with Shijin and Anne. Oh yes, and she brought us souvenirs! Woot! =) thank you thank you!

Sunday, event will take up the whole day from 9am till 6 plus? Afterwhich, I’ll have to go home, take a hot and nice warm bath. At night, family and I will make our way to the airport to welcome my brother back! (oh, and not forgetting his goodies too! hehe) He’ll reach only after 1am, so we will most likely chill out at Coffeebeans? nice(:

Monday, lunch with Jakin; dinner & xmas exchange with the babes (can’t wait)! =) Sephora Sephora~~ (btw py dear, i couldn’t find 15 dollars items, so i over-budget a bit, but its okay. hehe. i love the item i bought. haha =p )

So you see. Packed and booked all the way till 22nd. and 22nd to 29th, peggy, brother and I will zoom~ to my 2nd home aka HCM city! =) hehe. Going to be tour guide again this time round. But I’m anticipating my first holiday trip with Peggy-san (: wee~

Oh yah, during the meeting today, I just realized all my weekends for Jan 2010 have been filled. Oh my. Haha.

Yes, joining a cca has indeed taken up some time, but I enjoy it totally. =)

Oh did I mention? I may have a 4-days week this coming semester. 1st time in NTU. I pray hard!

Okay, i need to rest. Beauty sleep, here i come~! =)

Ja mata~

THIS>>>

Shall be my new investment.

Oh wait, correction. It is already my new investment. (=

WEE. I’m excited. Can’t wait for my borther to bring it back from JAPAN!

=) I wanted to get the Hello Kitty version initially but it is so much more expensive (~160 Sing I think)

Okay, i need to find a job. I am SO broke now.

I can’t wait for my handphone YAB chibi to arrive. Wahaha =)

Received notice from Izzie that the she has received the chibis from her friend, and she will mail them out this thursday. awww. all of them look so adorable. hehe.

I custom-made one of Go Minam holding the pig rabbit. haha. Kawaii desu ne! =)

Happy!

I am so in LOVE

with

Discovery

now.

Credits: kpopsubs ; youtube.

Enjoy~

Yippe Yup! I like how my last papers are going to be MCQs. Which means I need not memorise like shit again. Seriously, by the time I obatin my degree, my brain is going to shrink rather than expand – considering the amount of brain cells I have lost.

Was barely awake the past few days – 3 hours of sleep wasnt enough to keep me awake. LOL. I even dozed off a little during Plant. HAH!

Slept a full 8 hours last night. I’m recharged today. But, I used up my energy on mopping the house, washing the balcony, clothes, cleaning up the kitchen and washing the toilet. LOL. Now I’m feeling slightly sleepy again. hehe.

Okay, I shall start on Cancer notes now! Thankfully the paper is in the afternnon tmr. (=

Ja mata~

Okay. So I have cleared Neurobiology and Japanese.

Coming Mon I will have Plant Biology,

Tues, Research Seminar

Wed, Developmental Biology

* realized all 3 papers are very writing intensive. My poor right hand is going to suffer. Ouch.

a break on thurs – thank goodness!

fri, cancer biology

and lastly next tues, human genetics (my fave!)

well, i’m really looking forward to human genetics. cause its the final paper and peggy and I will be going out with Rebecca and her friends at night! Yippe. Its the first time I’m gg out with caucasians =) She’s Swedish. What gift should we get her? Hmm.. An organizer? =)

Cheers!

* woke up feeling dazed this morning. dreamt of a little girl. haha.